I'm no average woman and I don't have an average woman's interests. In this blog I hope to share my interests with the readers, so expect posts about society, computer games, literature, movies and TV ... and a few others, probably.
Elections are coming um, next week on Sunday we’re electing the new members for the Bundestag (the German parliament). And, as always, the “Killerspiele”-debate comes up again.
In addition, there have been some things happening lately – violence that resulted in the death of a man trying to help, another student running amok in his school – that have, once again, sparked off the whole debate.
It’s always the same faces you see throughout the debates on TV – people who usually speak about the whole topic without knowing the slightest bit about the actual games.
Even after almost three years – that’s how long my blog’s been running now – the actual debate as a such has not changed the slightest. Whenever there’s someone killing or maiming people and the person is a teenager or in his twenties (no women accounted for so far), it’s immediately the fault of the “Killerspiele.”
Yes, most of them do have something like “Counterstrike” on their computer. But, to be honest, I’d be more surprised if a boy that age didn’t have such a game on his hard drive.
One thing is strange, though: all people running amok during the last few years were members of a Schützenverein (shooter’s association would probably be the right translation). As not everyone in Germany is allowed to own a gun, becoming a member of such a club is the only way to learn how to handle a gun (something you don’t learn from a computer game) and how to actually shoot with it (aiming with a gun is completely different from aiming with a mouse). Despite the fact that those amok runs would not have been possible without the amok runners being members of a Schützenverein, not one politician has ever demanded to shut them down. Strange, isn’t it? Or, maybe, it isn’t. The older members of those clubs are most likely to vote for the politicians always going on about the “Killerspiele.” So why alienate those who will most surely vote for you?
On the other hand, the politicians still have to learn one fact: it’s not just a small group of underage nerds who play computer games, it’s a large group of people at voting age (getting bigger and older every year) who do it.
Usually I don’t get to watch much TV before eleven a.m. I’m either working in the morning or I’m sleeping in (while on vacation).
After a few days on which I rose early – in one case didn’t sleep at all –, I have to admit that I didn’t really miss anything. Early morning shows (morning shows in general) aren’t exactly something to be thrilled about.
But then, I can’t say there’s a lot to be thrilled about on TV. Every now and then there’s a good magazine, an interesting series or a movie worth watching. Apart from that, it’s enough to provide a background noise, but nothing else.
That is what TV has basically been for me, ever since I moved out of my parents’ home. I live alone and the TV provides me with some noise, with a background sound. I listen in to it when something seems interesting, but I’m not watching TV with concentration.
When I was a kid (about the time the dinosaurs walked the earth…), the TV program seemed so interesting. I was really waiting for most of my favourite series to begin and I was always thrilled when I was allowed to watch the evening program with my parents. When I had my first TV, was allowed to watch in my own room (that was around the time we got cable), there were so many interesting things I wanted to watch. But today… Somehow the interesting parts are missing.
The TV program isn’t what it used to be … or maybe it’s just a question of how long you’ve watched TV already. Sooner or later there’s just repetition.
I have to admit that the TV series completely passed me by. Even though it was shown on German TV not too long ago, I somehow managed to miss it. There was another series I found interesting running at the same time, so I didn’t watch it.
About a week ago, I stumbled over the fourth book of the series and went through it within a few hours. The novel encompassed everything I really like about a book: suspense, some blood, humour (even my favourite, the dark variety) and a world full of interesting characters.
I managed to get the other three books soon afterwards and even sacrificed one night’s sleep to finish one of them. And I really wish now I had watched the TV series…
I instantly found the character of Dexter interesting and compelling. I do have a very big soft spot for villains, anyway, and, apart from being a killer, Dexter isn’t really a villain. He merely uses his killer instinct to punish those who slip by the law. And isn’t that something a lot of people have wanted to do at some time or another?
Dexter doesn’t think of himself as a ‘true’ human – and I’d like to disagree about that. He might be missing out on empathy and his feelings are probably buried so deep you won’t get them out with any normal means, but he’s still a human. Maybe he’s even more of a human than most others – whether you believe in the bible or in Darwin, aggression and murder (think of Cain and Abel) have been with us since the beginning. Even chimpanzees are capable of murder … really makes you think, doesn’t it? (And yes, I mean murder, the planned killing of a member of your own species. That’s not just hunting.)
In addition, his relationship – as ‘artificial’ as he might think it is – with Rita and her children is more than just a show. Especially after he realizes Astor and Cody have the same ‘Dark Passenger’ inside (due to the trauma of their drunk and violent father) and need training. He takes care of them (and of Rita), in order to keep them on the ‘Harry Path’ (meaning away from pointless murder, prison and a death sentence). If he truly had no feelings and were not human, he’d just let them become the killers they might become without his help. So his foster father was right, he really is a good boy – in his own way.
I also found the idea quite interesting to have a serial killer work for the police. Dexter is a blood-splatter specialist, working with the forensic team, while his sister Deborah (well, foster sister) works as a cop, following her father’s example.
Dexter knows how not to be caught, he knows what the police can find out and thus what to avoid. He knows how to kill slowly (something his victims practically deserve, being what they are) and how to dispose of the body in a way that keeps him out of trouble.
Unlike in the TV series (from what I’ve read on TV.com), Dexter only kills once or twice throughout each novel, giving him a lower body count. And I like the fact that the books develop the story quite nicely. Since you’re always inside Dexter’s head (sharing, as it were, the space with the Dark Passenger), you know, hear, feel and see what he knows, hears, feels (despite his own words, Dexter does have feelings) and sees.
I’ve been discovering Dexter rather late, but at least I discovered him. And sooner or later I’ll find a way to watch the series, too.
Yesterday evening my TV croaked - which meant I had to find some other sort of entertainment until tomorrow, when I’m going to buy a new one. Luckily I must have foreseen it, because I actually went to an electronic market during my lunch break yesterday and bought two movies. One of them the third part of “Underworld” - “Rise of the Lycans”.
Believe it or not, I actually had planned to see the movie when it came to theatres, but somehow I never got around to it. Then I thought “to hell with it, it’s the sequel of a sequel and won’t be any good” (although I actually liked “Underworld: Evolution”) and left it at that. But today, standing in front of the shelf and looking at the new movies out on DVD, I saw the cover and thought “okay, it’s probably worth it, in addition I could do with some ‘evil’ vampires instead of those twinkling ones.” So I bought “Rise of the Lycans” and “Watchmen” (will watch that one today).
As my TV decided to completely croak yesterday, I picked up the DVD, put in the DVD-drive of my computer and watched it.
Having seen “Underworld: Evolution,” I knew what was going to happen to the young lovers, of course, but the whole development of story was new to me - as to everyone else. We learn in the second movie Lucien was in love with a vampire - with Viktor’s daughter, no less. And we learn she was killed in front of his eyes, executed by sunlight. We see this scene in the second movie, in fact, as an explanation for Lucien’s hate of the vampires. Of course he would hate Viktor, hate the man who killed his true love.
The whole relationship between werewolves (the children of William, brother of the Elder Marcus and first werewolf around), Lycans and vampires is a difficult one. And with the third movie, we get an explanation for it. Werewolves are turned once and stay ‘animals’ until they die. Only in death they return to their human form. Lycans, on the other side, are something between werewolf and human. They can change at will - not necessarily at full moon, but certainly then as well. And all of them come, through the generations, by Lucien, by the first of all Lycans. This, basically brings him up to par with William (the first werewolf) and Marcus (the first vampire). At the same time, Lucien can control and command the werewolves as well. He does so in various scenes of the movie. This puts him in one line with William (who, theoretically, might have been his father … we never learn about who fathered Lucien - who was born a Lycan). And, in essence, we also see what the child of Sonya and Lucien would have been - in the second “Underworld” with one character being both Lycan and vampire. Viktor could - at the cost of his daughter’s life - postpone the moment both bloodlines come together again (as they sprang from the same bloodline, William and Marcus being brothers), he could not keep it from happening, ultimately.
But now to the most important thing: did I like it?
Yes, definitely. I loved the movie from the very first minute. The look was at the same time familiar (after two movies set in the same world, though a different time, you recognize the way the werewolves look, the way the vampires act and so on) and unfamiliar. It’s a much earlier period. Viktor is ruling, probably for the last time before he gets reawaken in the first movie.
What I liked most about the first two movies was the leading female character, Selena. A strong, dangerous woman, a vampire, but not a vamp. A soldier who believes wholeheartedly in her mission - until she learns about the betrayal.
Viktor is another character I liked - in a way - since the very beginning. He’s an easy guy to hate, in the movie, like so many characters played by Bill Nighy. But there’s also something behind him, some kind of reasoning for all his actions. It was nice to see it, in the third movie.
Lucien was yet another character I thought interesting from the very beginning. From the first movie, he showed clearly he didn’t see himself as an animal - and didn’t allow any other of his kind to act like one, if he could stop it. Seeing him turn from a slave into a leader of an army (of both werewolves and Lycans), made his character even more interesting. He gains his freedom, at least thinks he has killed his slaver (but Viktor survives, of course), but he loses his reason for fighting in the first place.
Which brings me to a fourth, a new character. Sonya, while being mentioned in the second movie, has never been seen alive before. We see her only in Lucien’s memory, at the moment of her death through the sunlight. Sonya does resemble Selena, in some ways. In looks - because that is the reason why Selena was turned instead of being killed - and in actions. But she’s a different woman. She acts differently in many ways, she fights differently (only logical, pistols were not around in the twelfth century) and she lives (in so far as a vampire lives) differently, too.
The enslavement of the Lycans, too, is an important point. They all, save for Lucien, came into being simply to serve the vampires, to be their protectors, their workers, their property. It was only logical they would, one day, turn against their tormentors. But for that, a powerful, strong and intelligent leader was necessary - Lucien. And for Lucien to become that leader, he had to have a reason - Sonya. The treatment of his ‘children’ he was forced to watch did do something to motivate him, too, but knowing he would never be with his true love without being free of the chains of slavery certainly was a major motif.
You might realize I really liked this movie, as this is the first post in a long time. I hope I might go back to blogging regularly now. I certainly will have more time for it during the next weeks, as my summer vacation of three weeks starts at the 31st.
Well, well, well, there I am again after almost two months of silence and what do I do? I whine.
No, honestly, it’s not going to be that bad.
I’m pretty much over my burn-out by now. For the last two weeks I’ve been working again and it was basically okay.
But since Friday I’ve had a big lip - and I mean really big, ‘oh my god, it’s the elephant man’ big. It was full of pus and I had an abscess. It’s been cut out about an hour ago and even with my lip having been cut open and quite a bit of material removed, it feels better right now than it did over the last couple of days. But I guess I’ll be on a liquid diet today and maybe tomorrow, too - just like I was during the weekend, no big thing. It’s not as if I didn’t have any fat tissue to draw upon...
I know I’ve been completely ignoring my blog for the last two months, but I’ll improve again, now that my life’s back on a better track.
